Thursday, March 27, 2014 These past few weeks have absolutely flown by and I can't believe we leave for Cambodia in two days! It's been so crazy busy around here lately, it's probably a miracle that I'm not dead, or least mostly dead. I am exhausted in every way possible though. Physically, emotionally... just when I think I couldn't possibly give any more, more is required of me. God is the only reason I haven't cracked, the one thing keeping me together, I know that. But to be honest a tiny part of me blames him just a little bit. Sometimes I feel like he's just requiring far too much of me, more than I can humanly give. I've been learning a lot these past few weeks, and God is showing me all sorts of amazing things. My understanding of worship was brought to a whole new level. It is awesome (in the true sense of the word) how holy and worthy God is of our whole hearted worship. I was struck by the scene in the throne room in Revelation 4.